Listening to: Sell Your Soul
Watching: Me grin like a fucking idiot.
I went for my first appointment today and I am 16 week pregnant and they did an ultrasound. She's beautiful! (She is a she until I see a penis. ) I AM JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY. I have never been happier about ANYTHING in my life. She was wiggling around and stretching her little back and looked like a turtle. My adorable little turtle. My damn scanner won't work and my printer decided to print my photos in half black into then to fade. I'll throw it out the damn window. BUT I AM TOO DAMN HAPPY TO CARE. Aaron, baby's father, my boyfriend, has the absolute best one of her. I let him have it, he gave me the choice of which one. He keeps the original, I get a copy, and that's how it will go with the other two I have. One is just of her, and the other is her heart beat. She is so tiny. It made the rest of the appointment worth it. I am constantly looking at the photos and August 14, at 9:30 a.m. I will get a further sonogram to make sure her little heart is okay and along with the umbilical cord. I also find out if she is a she. If not oh well, I'll love him just as much.